I have just about two weeks left in the semester and for the first time I do not have to rush to get work done at the end. I have been proactive in both of my classes and even my professors has complimented on getting the work done early. The only thing that remains is my unit plan and a journal to hand in for my Teaching methods class, and I have a final exam for American Government which consists of two short essay questions. I couldn't have it any easier and it's all because I did most of the work as soon as it was assigned.

I'd like think that I'm proud of myself, but my pride is tempered by a fear. I've been inspired to succeed academically as well as financially and spiritually. I owe much to that inspiration and sometimes I become afraid of losing it. Nonetheless, I work hard and I hope it becomes a permanent part of my life so I can continue to be inspired and work hard. I feel that I have an important job to do in this world and I need to be ready in mind and body.

I have a quick update on the weight-loss: I'm down to 292lbs.