My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone
-Green Day

I don't know if it's the lack of sleep, or having to wait another two weeks to see the surgeon, or the post-holiday blues, but today I just can't seem to ignore just how alone I am.

Update
Might have been the alcohol talking, but I'm doing much better today. Outlook is much better. Sunshine!